dilemma.

I'm having a dilemma right now.
but I'm not sure writing it here would be a good idea or not.
entah ye.
this place used to be someplace where I put my thoughts on.
tiba2 macam telah jadi suatu benda yang sangat public.
*sigh*

it's nothing actually.
cuma pada akulah it's a veri big thing.

Hubby's gonna resign soon.
he has been so sick and tired with his current workload, the politics and all the birokrasi.
and he got a new carigali job.

when u have a carigali tu his name, of cos la offshore work kan.
u know how I feel about him working offshore kan?
pehhhhhhh.

I don't mind if it's on project basis, once in a while.
2 bln sekali ke, 3 bln sekali ke.
or maybe straight lump sum time hujung2 project tu kan.
tapi yang ini, 2 weeks offshore, 2 weeks cuti.
macam, adakah nanish akan jumpa papa setiap 2 minggu?
T_T

Semalam si dia tanya, 'cyg redha tak hubby keje sana?
peh pehhhhhhh.
malas nak pikir ok, malas.

and dia siap cakap, kalo jadi pegi sana, cyg pakai la Cruze tu.
okkk I know that's my dream car tapi kadang2 money isn't everything.

I will definitely get that Cruze or the fabulous Tucson but that can wait.
that can always wait.

I just hope that he's gonna get another job here, with me.
*praying hard*

and hopefully takde org yg busuk ati.
huhu.