Emir Danish @ 1 year 4 mths

ohhhhh I'm drooling over this!!
agak patah hati dengan Galaxy Note sebab sampai la ni takde stok kat Celcom JB.
pehhh lama gila!
so tgh nunggu Samsung SIII open sale di Celcom juger.
aritu pegi kat centre takde jual lagi sebab tgh promotion time so maybe next week baru they start selling out.

and my little Danish who is 1 year 4 mths now dah pandai sebut kakak hokeyyy!
dah 3 hari dia sebut kakak.
oo ai terkejut. rupanya dah besar anak bujang nih T_T
pastu bila ajar sebut abang tak reti plak. dok sebut kakak je. maybe kat nursery ramai kakak2 kot.

words lain yang dia dah pandai sebut, mama, papa, satu, mamam, ball, bird, perkataan yg biasa2 kitorang sebut kat dia la.

and kalau mama suh amik barang pun sangat la rajin.
suh amik handbag mama, spek mama, henpon mama semua dah faham sebab dah slalu kena suruh a.k.a buli. hahaha.

tapi papa la yg slalu buli dia. kalau beli brg2 letak dalam plastik, slalu buli anak dia suh angkat bagi kat mama. si Danish plak ngikut je. larat tuu dia angkut buah mangga, buah naga sume tu 2 tangan. kesian je nengok tapi kitorang biar je sebab mcm comel sgt kan.

mmg pantang la kalau nampak tin biskut dok sebut mamam je padahal gigi baru tumbuh 8 batang. atas 4, bawah 4. kalau mama tak bagi kompem nangih raung2. haha... tapi berat dia dah 3 bln tak naik, main 9 kg jek padahal makan sgt la byk. maybe sebab dia aktif sgt kot. bergerak sana, sini, main, lari3 tu yang maintain slim je tuh.

and he's still bf until now.
jangan harapla nak minum formula kalau kat rumah.
last week tok mama & tok abah datang sini lepas my mum gi check up kat Puteri and amik dia kat nursery sebab ingat nak bwk jalan2 sementara nunggu kitorang balik keje.
so siap2 bawak la bekal botol susu dari nursery...
tapi setengah hari tu lansung takmo minum ha.
dia cuma nak minum thru bottle time kat nursery jek.

pehhh camne nak wean off nih kalo dah 2 taun?
huhu...

but he's sooo cerdik and growing up sooo beautifully and kadang2 pandang wajahnya time dia tidur, okkk... macam tak percaya I'm this lucky.

I'm lucky to have Danish and to found papa in my life... thank you Allah...

IQ Test

so this is my third day at the new office.
lazing around all day since there's nothing much that we could do.
network takdok, line tepon pun takdok so marilah menikmati saat2 santai yg tak berapa nak best nih. tu yg gigih buat IQ test sebab bosan takde benda nak buat sangat.

QuickIQTest.net - IQ Test

oo ye, I met one of my blog reader yesterday.
Fara.

she bought a tudung stand and some hangers from me.
mcm a little awkward la kan to meet out the readers sbb blog kan tempat meroyan dan menulis segala yg dari hati. ahaks.

she's the 9th blogger that I've met.
the 1st one is Nad Nazira during her wedding and she came for my wedding.
2nd is Thalha during my wedding and also time her wedding.
and then Haliza time tgh shopping kat Plentong pastu gi time wedding dia.
Surayya, also time tgh shopping kat Tesco.
before tu dah pegi her wedding kat Perling tapi tak sempat jumpa.
and then this Fara.
and there're some others yg email me ckp terserempak my hubby with Danish kat Persada tapi tak sempat je nak reply email nih. aaa sori ^_^

eh pastu nak tambah.
Ilot pun dah jumpe gak time beli kuih raya sedap kat dia.
and Umliyana pun dah jumpa time dia beli guestbook kat aku for her wedding.
Ally, jumpa time kenduri dia plus time kenduri sedara-mara sebab rupa-rupanya she's one of my cousin! mcm 2, 3 pupu tu la. jumpa kat alam maya gitu =p

and Intan!!!
ok actually she's one of the first blogger yg aku penah jumpa. kat tgh jalan pulak tu gi jerit nama aku. muahaha. terasa glemer kejap =p and dah siap datang beraya kat rumah aku lagi ha. and actually she reminds me of something. something yg ditinggalkan long way back then... *tetiba terus bukak blog lama kan. haha

quite a coincidence la kan meeting diorang2 ni.
and of course quite nice too.
mcm tak sangka dari alam maya membawak ke alam nyata. huhu ^_^

penyibuk

clerk2 and assistant2 kat sini perasan macam bagus sangat + gedik melampau diorg ni macam dah over sgt la.
helooo? sila sedar diri skit ko sapa.
you are wayyy down below me.
kot rasa diri tu bagus sgt apsal level non exec lagi kan, apsal tak jadi exec/manager?

kot rasa2 kerja dah bertaun, experience konon dah banyak laa tapi tak naik2 maka sila la amik degree or master dulu beb, takat sijil ko tu campak je la kat laut. takpun kalau malas belajar, sila bodek bos lebih2 skit so dpt naik cepat.

so pada sesapa yang terasa tu sila sedar diri.
tu la sape suh sibuk2 jaga hal aku kan.
sibuk nak mempertikaikan apa yg aku dapat, apa yg aku ada.
ewahhh2 sukati aku la kan.
again I said, sape suh ko tak belajar rajin2 dulu kan.
muahaha.

and tak payah nak sibuk2 muncung2 mengata orang itu begitu begini padahal diri sendiri pun hidup tunggang langgang. and bole pulak tu lepas buruk-burukkan orang itu ini, gi manis2 depan2 diorang and tanya itu la ini la. heh. cermin diri sendiri beb.

and I do my business my own way.
selagi bos aku tak bising, ko tak payah sibuk2 nak jeles2 nak mengata bagai.
menyemak.

sekian.

eh pastu nak cakap, ni blog aku kan so sukati aku la nak berkata sesedap mana pun kan.
sebab aku tau ko baca blog ni. hee~

lifelong ambition...

I'm going to resign in 7 years time.
tetiba meroyan nak resign eh.
hoho bole gitu?

Tapi insya allah akan kerja tak sampai 10 tahun lagi kot sebab kalau 7 tahun ngam2 waktu Danish dah darjah 1 so balik sekolah dah bole duduk kedai emak, kan.

I'm so worried about kids nowadays.
Macam sangat berbeza dengan aku waktu kecik2 dahulu.
yela, walopon I'm not the best kid ever but at least aku ni baik la kat mata mak bapak aku kan, pastu bila dah zaman muda remaja standard la kalau ada melawan yang itu ini sikit2, but that doesn't count la sbb sape yg tak penah lalui zaman remaja yg gitu2 kan.

Mak aku kan cikgu so waktu kecil2 dulu, tengahari dia dah balik kerja, dah boleh masak, jaga kami anak-beranak.

And my dad works with government so masa adalah sangat flexible.
Tenghari bole ambil kami balik sekolah, hantar pergi sekolah agama, and petang ambil kami balik. Takde peluang pun nak naik bas, basikal bagai.
Life has been so good, so easy, and sooo happy.

Tapi bila zaman ini, Hubby and me kan bekerja 8 to 5.
Tu kalau balik kerja on time la.
Kalau time tgh banyak kerja, huwaaa...

Sabtu kena kerja half-day.
Lunch hour pulak 12.30 to 1.30.
Jauh tuuu dari sekolah.
Siapa yg nak hantar ambil anak dari sekolah, kan.
Takkan everyday nak ambil time-off or nak skip lunch, kan.
And siapa mau jaga anak selepas waktu sekolah.

ok, I'm worried.

and sooo menyesal tak jadi cikgu dulu padahal mak aku dari awal dulu dah cakap jadi cikgu ni la kerja yang paling senang utk diri sendiri and utk family.
and of cos anak dia ni takmo dengar.
maklum la apa kelas hokey jadi cikgu.
tak adventure konon.
tak boleh bergaya, kaler2 rambut, berskirt, seluar ketat bagai.
zaman remaja trang-tang-tang katanya. muahaha.

Bila dah kerja, dah lalui semua yang aku mau lalui, segala hidup yang itu ini, kawin and ada anak, ada rumah sendiri, baru la timbul rasa menyesal tak dengar cakap mak suruh jadi cikgu.

The current job is so far so good and memang la sayangggg nak lepaskan gaji yang gini tapi sangat kesian kalau anak2 and suami tak terjaga, kan.

yes I have a maid who came once every forthnight to clean up everything, lipat baju, basuh pinggan semua but I'm concern about who will take care of my kids when I'm away at work and Hubby is away offshore?

Hubby dok cakap nanti amik je maid sorang temankan cyg... tapi entah ye.
Aku tak berapa suka ada maid sbenarnya.
kalau datang pagi balik ptg takpe, ada privacy skit, tapi utk ambil yang live-in, haih...

So my latest ambition is to become a work @ home mother.
Mesti orang cakap, eh belajar tinggi2, masuk university, ada degree, nak berenti keje?
Berenti keje bukan bermakna tak buat apa2 kan.
Aku nak sangat2 sambung buat guestbook yang tergendala sebab busy dgn kehidupan duniawi yang lain. And I have my online business right now dengan sambutan yang alhamdulillah menggalakkan ^_^

CHARMSandCOLORS Gallery (Company no. 002127304-K)

Bukan nak jadi housewife pun tapi insya allah akan bukak kedai sendiri in 7 years time so that bila my kids balik sekolah bole duduk kedai emak, kan.
Kalau jadi housewife jer kompem hidup aku pun tunggang-langgang.
hiks.

kan orang cakap, tanpa usaha dan angan-angan, mimpi takkan jadi nyata ^_^

'insya allah...


and life is too short utk dihabiskan dgn mengejar harta duniawi yang tak pasti. hummm...

of this and that.

yep, I'm still here.
kebizian melampau tapi keinginan mau bercerita memang membuak2.
hiks.

Lots of thing happen in the last few weeks.
and also in the last few months.
lots of good and lots of bad...
my atuk passed away last month... and Hubby's uncle passed away last week...

Both of them memang rapat sangat2 dengan kami so when they're gone sampai sekarang still mcm tak percaya... especially Hubby's uncle. dah la the day before tu kami baru jumpa dia time kenduri arwah atuk, siap gelak2 lagi. dia tak sakit apapun and then the next day dapat tau dia dah meninggal dunia... sangat2 terkejut! tapi suratan takdir, ajal maut tak siapa tahu kan? kalau nak dipanggil Allah, sekelip mata je....
hmmm.

But along comes the bad news, there'll always some good in it.
Hubby and me got some kinda bonus from the company.
Hubby kan baru join us dlm 10 days mcm tu tetiba our company merge with Petronas subsidiary and on top of his salary, he got 1-mth in lieu payment. rezeki terpijak. alhamdulillah...

and I also receive some in lieu plus gratuity payment from the company.
and the best part is we also receive the housing loan subsidy this month! yey!
nothing much tapi cukupla nak renovate rumah skit2, beli itu ini skit2, simpan skit2...
seriously kalo Sime Darby ni wujud kat JB memang takmo pegi tempat lain dah =p

and alhamdulillah order untuk CHARMSandCOLORS sentiasa ada setiap hari.
English cotton, Japanese cotton, kain Shantung, tudung Jasmin, hanger and also stand tudung. Packing stuff such as boxes tu on the way la akan masuk senarai kami.

I sell things that I use.
Maksudnya, I always use high quality items, so takkan la aku nak jual barang yang low quality kan sebab in the end memang aku akan guna jugak.
The English & Japanase cotton is made in Egypt printed in Korea and the Shantung is not the normal yg keras2 tu. It's made in Indonesia and kain dalam tak perlu lining pun sebab lembut.

Guestbook pun sentiasa ada orang order setiap hari tapi minta maaf sangat2 sebab tak sempat nak buat. Hubby cakap tunggu ada kedai nanti la baru sambung buat guestbook tu.

Memang penat and bizi yang dasat, balik keje sibuk2 dengan anak and suami and nak packing2 barang untuk pos and nak hantar by hand tapi sesungguhnya doing something yang kau suka memang sangat2 mengujakan! buat hati membuak2 gembira. hihi.

ada some other gud news to share tapi nanti2 lah ^_^
mau ke JJ nih.
ai kan mengidam Galaxy Note dari aritu.
hopefully dapat beli arini sebagai treat utk diri sendiri. heee~

Hanger tudung!

Sesiapa berminat mau beli hanger tudung sila contact saya hokey.

Email : charmsandcolors@yahoo.com

Murahan je.

Best pulak tuh.

Tak merosakkan tudung and memudahkan kerja. 

Basuh tudung, sangkut kat hanger, kering terus transfer ke stand tudung or almari.

Price = RM13.00/set (10 pcs) or RM12.50/set (>2 set)

**Available in black & transparent color

(Free delivery in certain places area P. Gudang/Bandar Seri Alam)

Stand tudung yang 2 layer tu pun ada tapi buat masa ni dah kehabisan stok.

Minggu depan kalau datang stok lagi saya uplod di sini ya.

Seriously best!

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Renovation : Porch

Kelmarin orang yang nak buat tiles kat depan rumah tu dtg utk buat estimation.
Kitorang cadang nak buat tiles + pecah tembok utk pasang pagar 16 ft + tambah simen kat depan rumah, nak naikkan sikit sebab dpn rumah tu mcm slope sikit so takut budak lari2 terjatuh, kan.

Upah = RM3500
Simen + Batu = RM1000
Tiles = RM1800

Total = RM6300

Tiles nanti beli kat Jubin BMS je kot tapi bila ntah nak pegi.
Weekend adalah super bizi as usual.

Aku macam suka dengan design gate yang gini.
Tertutup habis senang cerita.
Biar cik kucing pun tak dapat masuk.
kot tak, aduii ai...

And dah alang2 macam nak buat pagar 22 ft terus tapi Hubby cakap, yg sekarang ni kos utk 22 x 30 ft pun dah gitu, kang nak kena tambah kos utk pagar pulak. huhu.

Pagar 16 ft = RM3000 (wrought iron)
Autogate = RM1500
Wiring + tambah point = RM300
Sofa = RM3500
Wallpaper utk hall atas = RM1900

Total = RM16,500

tetiba tgh dok kira budget kami laki bini terdiam.
adussss.

Hubby cakap, 'abih bersih la duit gaji bulan ni gamaknya.
hahaha T_T

'ada contact no. utk org yang buat rumah/tiles kat area P. Gudang/Masai ni tak? 
Fainie? Sya? Opy? anyone? nak yang murahan tapi best. haha

of breast pump.

I'm thinking of buying a new breast pump.
Medela.
Tapi tatau mau yg mana.
Freestyle, Swing, or just the Harmony one.

And tatau mau letgo the precious Spectra3 or not.
Sebab it's still in excellent condition.
Veri berbaloi la beli benda ni dulu.
Tak penah rosak pun okeh.
Memang banyak jasanya kat aku.
Tapi tetiba cam nak beli lagi satu utk letak kat rumah and bwk jalan2.
something yang will come handy whenever the needs come.

Spectra3 memang best tapi agak gedabak untuk dibawa ke hulu ke hilir.
Dan Spectra3 tak boleh guna bateri juger.
macam mana kalau aku mau pam di tempat yg takde power source?
kan agak leceh di situ.

These are the cheapest price for Medela breast pump :
Freestyle = RM1339

Swing = RM515

Harmony = RM160

'ada sesapa jumpa yang lagi murah tak?

Ikut hati aku memang nak beli yg Swing je.
Ringan and bole letak dalam handbeg.
Tapi Freestyle tu memang murahan!
hum hum.
'anyone?

after getting engaged...

Tengah dok mengemaskini draft2 lama dalam blog tiba2 terjumpa ini and a few other things yg sebenarnya nak publish lamaaaa dulu time sibuk2 prepare nak kawin tapi asyik terlupa jek.

So for those brides-to-be, this might be useful for you.
Tak ingat amik kat website mana sbb dah lama sangat.
Kalau dapat diundur masa, kompem aku akan guna list ni so that hidup tak berapa nak kelam-kabut cam dulu tu.
Tapi dah kawin, dah preknen, dah ada anak sorang pun nih. haha.

To Do List soon after getting engaged :

• ● Announce your engagement to family and friends.
• ● Set the wedding date.
• ● Establish who is contributing financially to the wedding, and fix up your budget.
• ● Nominate wedding party.
• ● Arrange engagement party.
• ● Decide approximate guest numbers for the wedding.
• ● Send out Save the Date invites.
• ● Select and book ceremony venue.
• ● Select and book reception venue.
• ● Decide on the style and theme for your wedding.
• ● Select and book photographer
• ● Select and book if there are other recorders (sound, video, event data)
• ● Plan alternate plans for your wedding if it is outside (if the weather is not good for the day)
• ● Get information about different honeymoon destinations.
• ● Develop a record-keeping system.
• ● Keep a diary of ideas.
• ● Create a scrap book of the wedding process.
• ● Start to think about ceremonial vows.
• ● Consider premarital counseling.

6-12 months before

• ● Shop till you drop for a wedding gown.
• ● Compile the guest list.
• ● Book entertainment.
• ● Plan and book honeymoon.
• ● Organize passports, visa and inoculations.
• ● Decide on the style of the cake, and book a cake maker.
• ● Book a wedding celebrant or a minister.
• ● Try different hairstyles now, instead of just before wedding.
• ● Start a health program.
• ● Obtain a birth certificate if necessary.
• ● Book necessary transport.
• ● Book a make-up artist.
• ● Book a hair stylist.
• ● Book a nail technician.
• ● Look for outfits for bridesmaids, flower girls, etc.

3-6 Months before

• ● Order or make wedding stationary
• ● Book all hire party equipment
• ● Select an MC.
• ● Finalize wedding guest list
• ● Finalize honeymoon details.
• ● Begin regular facial treatments.
• ● Start dancing lessons if necessary.
• ● Buy shoes, jewelery and other accessories.
• ● Select and buy wedding favors. (If you are making a wedding favor, start now.)
• ● Visit your wedding officiate, and complete the ‘Notice of intended Marriage’ form.
• ● Decide upon a gift registry, and compile a gift list.
• ● Choose the florist and the flowers you want.
• ● Book bridal suite for the wedding night
• ● Determine where you will be living after the wedding.
• ● Design and organize the wedding program.
• ● Make sure all deposits are paid, and contracts signed.

1-3 Months before hand

• ● Finalize flowers.
• ● Plan bachelor/buck’s/stag party
• ● Plan bachelorette/hen’s party
• ● Plan bridal shower/kitchen tea
• ● Arrange leave from work.
• ● Purchase a garter, a cake topper, a cake knife, toasting glasses and a guest book.
• ● Purchase or borrow a pillow for the ring bearer.
• ● Meet with your photographer.
• ● Send out invitations (at least 6-8 weeks prior to the wedding).
• ● Decide on the final wording for the ceremony vows.
• ● Bride and groom’s parents co-ordinate outfits
• ● Watch a wedding movie to get in the mood.
• ● Visit accountant to discuss post-wedding finical agreements
• ● Makes necessary changes to insurance polices.
• ● Organize name change, if applicable
• ● Select and confirm groom and groomsmen outfits.
• ● Schedule rehearsal dinner
• ● Shop for or design your wedding rings.
• ● Give a list of preferred songs to your DJ/singers.
• ● Have a hair and make-up trial.

1 Month before

• ● Follow up any late RSVP’s.
• ● Purchase gifts for wedding party.
• ● Organize marriage license
• ● Confirm reception, wedding, transport, flowers, DJ, MC, celebrant, hair stylist, etc.
• ● Finalize seating arrangements, and place cards.
• ● Sending wedding guest list to reception venue
• ● Schedule wedding gown fittings.

2-3 weeks before

• ● Have bachelor party/stag night
• ● Have bachelorette party/hens night
• ● Hair cut for groom
• ● Hold bridal shower
• ● Practice wearing wedding shoes.
• ● Rehearsal dinner
• ● Confirm all honeymoon details, and buy Travelers Cheques if needed.
• ● Confirm that all legal documents are in order (e.g. 'marriage license').
• ● Make sure that all in the wedding party are aware of what is required of them.
• ● Select music for the ceremony.
• ● Pick up wedding rings.

1 week before wedding day

• ● Pick up wedding outfits.
• ● Have nails manicured.
• ● Relax and have a massage.
• ● Pack bag/luggage for honeymoon.
• ● Collect all hired and borrowed items.
• ● Pack for wedding
• ● Organize and confirm roles and responsibilities for the day.
• ● Final facial
• ● Give that final guest count to reception center and caterers.
• ● Write your speeches.
• ● Confirm that all services are booked and delivery times established.

Wedding Day

• ● Eat something.
• ● Relax and enjoy every minute of your wedding day.
• ● Thank everyone personally for their attendance and contribution to the wedding.

After the Wedding

• ● Open and record the wedding gifts.
• ● Name change (driver license, passport, etc.)
• ● Send out Thank You cards.
• ● Open joint banking account
• ● Enjoy the rest of your life together ^_^

another story.

Today is 10th of April and I have some gud news and one bad news in my family.
Sangat gembira tapi dlm masa yg sama sangat sedeh juga.
My sis-in-law was having a miscarriage tapi sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengasih dan tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita, kan?

Along sentiasa doakan korang cepat2 dapat baby yg cerdik, sihat dan sempurna...
Seriously dear, for now u don't have to worry much.
Sangat2 ramai pasangan out there yg belum dapat baby lagi and u ols lagi la muda sesangat tu so don't worry and cuba lagi hokey? 
Mungkin bukan rezeki kali ni tapi mungkin 5 tahun lagi terus dapat sedozen anak, 'kan kan?

hummm.
...

By the way, yey! dah jumpa tempat best untuk beli sofa!
tak jauh pun. kat area Masai/P. Gudang ni jek.
sape nak tau bole msg aku eh.
malas nak letak kat sini.
kang orang2 yg tak berkenaan tu sibuk2 pulak. haha.

ni la rupa bentuk sofa yang aku nak tu.
nak round shape tapi yang gini pun ok juger.
12 kaki and it's leather!
and the best thing is it cost less than 4K hokey!
i suker ^_^

Banyak sangat mau cerita sebenarnya tapi lain kali sajalah.

My beloved angels...
the comelnessss!!
^_^

Last but not least, I quoted this from Lady Noe's blog.
and it's sooo veri true.
...

Di mulut berkata "Seronok tengok orang bahagia," tapi dalam hati hakikatnya lebih seronok tengok kau berduka dan bermasalah. Baru sedap buat bahan gosip. Kalau kau bentangkan visual atau skrip bahagia kau di mana-mana, mereka akan mencebik. Bila sesekali dengar kau keluhkan sesuatu, mereka akan bertepuk senyum dalam hati.


Memang tak boleh tengok dan dengar orang bahagia. Walau sebenarnya keadaan hidup kau tak efek lansung hidup diorang, tapi diorang tetap peduli.


Aku tak faham sebenarnya. Memang lah semua rumahtangga tu ada cabarannya. Tapi kalau tengok orang bahagia, cuba kita rasa bahagia sekali, dan berusaha untuk rasa bahagia sekali. Kalaupun ada sesekali kita nampak orang menunjuk yang mereka tu bahagia, tak perlu kot nak halang dan kritik apa yang mereka rasa dan ekpreskan. Biarkan mereka nikmati apa yang mereka miliki. Kalau awak jenis tak suka ekspres perasaan bahagia, takpe. No one care.


Ni bila tengok laki bini panggil Sayang-Darling pun nak kutuk. Tengok laki bini cium-cium salam-salam sebelum turun kereta pun mencebik. Nampak sangat dengkinya.


Kalau ye pun nak mengkritik, jangan sampai ternampak jelas yang betapa MISERABLE nya hidup awak tu.


OK?

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'btul kannn?
memang nampak no ko tak cukup kasih sayang. kan kan kan?
muahaha.
oh ini untuk orang2 yang terasa je la ye. bukan utk semua pon. harap maklum.

kehendak lagi.

aku ada banyak kehendak tahun ineh.
kehendak danish, aku, plus papanyer, yang dicombine menjadi kehendak diri sendiri =p

Nak buat jubin kat laman rumah.
Nak simen abih semua tu sebab tanah yg tak bersimen pun cuma tinggal sekangkang kera jek.

Nak tukar pagar baru and nak buat auto gate sebab senang takyah nak turun kete bukak pagar and masuk dlm kete balik.. ni penting especially kalau Hubby bizi keje and aku tinggal berdua ngan budak tecik tu kan.

Nak pasang alarm rumah.
So far mmg ADT jadi pilihan. tunggu Home Fair 6 - 8hb April ni kot ada promo best.

Nak beli sofa baru sebab lepas buat Allergy Test aritu aku disahkan takde resdung or sinus tapi allergy pd hama. Maksudnya, sofa fabrik kat umah ni akan dilupuskan or bagi kat orang lain. dan jugak maksudnya, tak mungkin bole letak carpet cantek kat umah ni buat selama-lamanya T_T
The doctor even said that kalau beli carpet jugak, sama la mcm beli penyakit. huhu...

Nak travel yg bebetul bukan sbb business trip ke hapa.
If tak jadik gi HK taun nih, gi KK lagi pon jadik laa asalkan travel yg bole perabihkan duit and beli brg2 yg merepek2. USS yang selangkah dua ni pun tak sampai2 lagik. Bila ntah nak jejak. Weekend asyik bizi jek.

Nak tukar kete baru.
Hubby mcm sgt suka ngan Nissan Slyphy and the new Hyundai Elantra tapi ntah ye. Kalau nak beli Cruze tu mcm sangat tinggi maintenance dia sebab susah nak dapat spare part and jenis kete sejuk so bila nak jual balik kompem harga jatuh mencanak.
Paling senang memang beli Honda tapi sejak lahir bapak aku dah pakai Honda so macam okkk... Honda lagi?

Nak pasang wallpaper kat hall atas utk our home boutique, nak renovate skit2 so selesa skit org dtg rumah nak walk-in beli tudung kan. skrg ni org dtg pun duduk kat hall bwh jek. atas dah penuh dengan mainan budak tecik =p

Nak deco bilik Danish, nak sumbat mainan dia semua kat satu bilik jek. kot tak sampai ke dapur semua ada je la harta dia tuh. haha

Nak beli henpon baru.
Hopefully Nokia Lumia 900 kuar dlm bulan dpn nih. Kot tak memang aku amik je la Lumia 800 tu.

...

wuhuuu mmg aku ada banyak kehendak tahun ineh.
tapi idak la semua tu nak buat sekaligus kan.
sikit2 taun ni... insya 'allah taun dpn tambah lagi, kan.

Tapi arini yang paling best adalah salah satu kehendak aku dah tercapai.
I'm back to wearing contact lens after 3 months of berspek tebal hokey!
Semalam pegi checkup kat Jhr Specialist, Dr Asri said, ok, u can wear the lens back.
ooo u don't know how glad I am to hear that!
ingatkan selama-lamanya takleh pakai lens dah T_T

and alhamdulillah... baru 4 bulan berlalu dalam tahun ineh, banyak kehendak lain yang dah jadi kenyataan. syukur ya Allah for this wonderful life, wonderful family, loving husband and son, dan segala yang terindah yang dikurniakan... I couldn't ask for more ^_^

Esok bercadang nak pegi One Utama sebab nak makan Garrett popcorn. 

yey!

and of cos nak amik stok tudung skali.

kalau sesapa nak walk-in, bole dtg on Tuesday onwards ye.

as usual, sila call/sms dulu before datang.

gambar kat CHARMSandCOLORS akan diupdate kalau sempat.

hehe sekian.

busy bee.

Last few days Hubby dreamt about him holding a baby.
Sejak aritu dia sangat excited nak baby lagi.
hahaha.
padahalnya mimpi je pun.
Tapi sekarang macam almost everydaylah dia dok cakap, 'nanti bila Emir dah ada adik baru dia seronok nak main kan cyg... 
padahalnya dulu dia yg sibuk cakap, anak sorang cukup kot cyg...
ahaks.

Aku tak kisah pun, kalau dapat rezeki awal, alhamdulillah...
Kalau lambat lagi, takpelah, mungkin Emir masih belum cukup kasih sayang lagi tu...

And I'm doing lots of delivery this weekend for Nu Skin product so sesapa nak order, sila sms or email me at : charmsandcolors@yahoo.com.
Pick up point @ Tesco Seri Alam, Giant Pelentong and JJ Tebrau.
Current promotion is : free Nu Skin Enhancer worth RM104 for any purchase above RM250!

My Facebook -- http://facebook.com/CHARMSandCOLORS
Website -- http://charmsandcolors.blogspot.com
Official website for Nu Skin product -- http://www.nuskin.com

By the way, haaa kan btul aku cakap aritu, mesti ada orang jeles punyalah.
Tapi nak buat cemana... kan itu rezeki masing2?

Rezeki ko dah kat situ, terima jelah seadanya...
Aku malas nak mengutuk2 sangat kat sini sebab this is no longer a private blog, tapi harapnya orang miskin tak sedar diri macam ko tu sila la dok jejauh ye.
Tak payah nak merempat kat sini.

Kalau miskin sedar diri takpe, ni dasar tak sedar diri, sibuk pulak tu nak baca blog orang lain pastu muncung2 mengumpat itu ini.

Dulu aku pernah miskin jugak, pernah takde duit, tapi sedar la diri, kalau tgk org berduit perasaan tu mcm bestnya diaaa.. uhhh ahhh... tu je la. takde la nak sibuk2 mengata kans. ni ko bizi sgt nak jaga tepi kain org lain apehal? Bak kata my frens, jangan layan sangat org mcm tu. dia bukan level kita, silap2 keje angkut sampah je tu. muahahaha.

Tapi ni yang buat aku makin suka nak cerita pasal bebenda mahal nih.
saja nak bagik ko lagi jeles membuak2 biar meletop itu dada.
hahaha.

Cuma tu la, kalau tahap kejelesan ko tu dah melampau sangat, aku nak nasihat toksah la gedik nak bukak blog nih. I know my blog is sooo hots that u can't resist not to read it tapi kang tak pasal2 ko meroyan pulak kalau aku cerita pasal beli handbag Gucci ke, kasut LV kan?

keskeskes.

he's still here.

so this is our little hero again.
Emir Danish @ 9 months old at my parents house.
watching his videos makes me want to gomol2 him over and over again ^_^

wohoho ini memang cucu kesayangans tok Mama & tok Abah hokey.
and now dia dah pandai sebut papa lagi la buat bapak dia kembang kuncup kan. haha.

By the way, hubby's still here, with me.
a new job, a sudden chance, a sudden change, but he's still here, with me.

yeyyy!

oh my god... I'm happy! I'm beyond happy!! lalala~

yes it's so sudden, tiba2 dapat offer dari beberapa tempat tapi memang
rezeki dia masih di sini kot.
He won't get as much as what he'll earn working offshore or with client
but u know, sometimes money isn't everything...
He said, 'takpelah, kita muda lagi... lain kali mesti ada peluang lagilah.
and for now, he choose to be with family rather than working abroad.

Life is all about taking chances. 
It’s about doing something you initially thought you could never do. 
It’s about being a little crazy, following your heart, and not worrying about every detail of what everyone else thinks. 
And above all, it’s about learning to love who you are and what you have.

tapi tatau la esok lusa kan. hahaha T_T

For now aku cuma mau nikmati saat2 indah bersama cik hubby.
yang paling best adalah, I get to go to work with him!
jalan kaki dari tmpt parking sama2, brekfes sama2, lunch sama2...
oh my, teringat zaman dolu2 hokey! <-- I definitely gonna write about this soon! wuhuuu~


for those who know, they'll know.
sapa2 yg terasa nak mengumpat, di sini aku nak cakap, fuck off hokey.
sesapa yg tak paham tu buat tatau sajalah.
sekian, harap maklum.

dilemma.

I'm having a dilemma right now.
but I'm not sure writing it here would be a good idea or not.
entah ye.
this place used to be someplace where I put my thoughts on.
tiba2 macam telah jadi suatu benda yang sangat public.
*sigh*

it's nothing actually.
cuma pada akulah it's a veri big thing.

Hubby's gonna resign soon.
he has been so sick and tired with his current workload, the politics and all the birokrasi.
and he got a new carigali job.

when u have a carigali tu his name, of cos la offshore work kan.
u know how I feel about him working offshore kan?
pehhhhhhh.

I don't mind if it's on project basis, once in a while.
2 bln sekali ke, 3 bln sekali ke.
or maybe straight lump sum time hujung2 project tu kan.
tapi yang ini, 2 weeks offshore, 2 weeks cuti.
macam, adakah nanish akan jumpa papa setiap 2 minggu?
T_T

Semalam si dia tanya, 'cyg redha tak hubby keje sana?
peh pehhhhhhh.
malas nak pikir ok, malas.

and dia siap cakap, kalo jadi pegi sana, cyg pakai la Cruze tu.
okkk I know that's my dream car tapi kadang2 money isn't everything.

I will definitely get that Cruze or the fabulous Tucson but that can wait.
that can always wait.

I just hope that he's gonna get another job here, with me.
*praying hard*

and hopefully takde org yg busuk ati.
huhu.

handphone, anyone?

yep, I want a new handphone.

I need a new handphone.

Nokia E63 yang ineh walaupun banyak jasanya tapi dah selalu sangat menjadi mangsa balingan dan kunyahan cik nanish.
memang sangat kesianlah.

takpe, nanti bila omak ada henpon baru, nanish amikla yg ini ya.
...

Anyway, I've been eyeing the BB Torch 9810 for quite sometimes now.
remember this entry?

Kelmarin, akhirnya bila mau membeli, tiba-tiba ternampak Nokia Lumia 800 yang veri d gorgeous. wuhuhu...

tapi ntah ye.
bila dok survey2 macam banyak pulak handphone lain yang lagi best.

- Motorola DROID RAZR (RM1979)
- Motorola ATRIX 2 (RM1490)
- Nokia Lumia 800 (RM1650)
- Blackberry Torch 9810 (RM1888)
- HTC EVO 3D (RM1470)
- Sony Ericsson Xperia Arc (RM1589)

I prefer to have a Windows Phone.
Macam Lumia 800 tu la.
Tapi takleh buat video call pulak...
dahla benda tu yg sangat penting untuk cik nanish.
Sejak ada dia, every few days tok Mama akan bervideo call utk melepas rindu kat budak tecik tuh.

My first priority is to have a video call function.
And kalau bole nak button QWERTY, and screen besar macam Torch 9810 tapi pengalaman menggunakan hanphone slide, ribbon memang cepat spoil.

And Xperia memang nampak paling vouge antara semua.
Tapi from past experience, Sony Ericcson la henpon aku yang paling cepat rosak walaupun gambar-bunyi semuanya sangat best.

Lumia 900 got video call function.
tapi nak tunggu yg itu kuar macam berzaman je kan.

And I'm not gonna buy any Samsung SII or whatsoever.
Sebab pengalaman menggunakan Samsung Tab ni pun dah cukup menyusahkan.
If I had to choose, I'd rather buy an iPad.
lebih puas hati.
huhu...

So now it's battle between iOs, Android and Windows Phone.
Tapi tamau beli iPhone 4S juger.
Sebab macam tak berapa suka ngan rupa bentuk dia.
And sebab iPhone cuma bole bervideo call sesama sendiri saja.
So of cos tanak kan.

I don't wanna spend so much money on something that I might regret later.
Macam kesah Samsung Tab tu la.
but somehow, I'm gonna get it by this month jugak.

rasa2 macam mau Motorola Atrix 2 or HTC sebab it's one of the Top 5 for 2011.
tapi... ntah ye?

rupa paras macam tak berapa menarik.
yg kotak-segiempat-lumia tu lagi cantek. hoo 'kan kan?

Legoland... yippie!

yup, LEGOLAND is opening soon okeh.
at Nusajaya, Johor.
and they're having Pre-Opening Annual Pass Promotion!!!
RM195 je for annual pass for year 2013 compare to RM140 for 1-day pass.
of cos aku bole bergolek-golek, tiarap terlentang kat Legoland tu tiap ari dengan harga yang itu.
untuk berita lanjut, sila klik di SINI.

Cadangnya mau membeli Airasia ticket sempena BigSale ni kan tapi kensel sebab lately cik Hubby macam sangat bizi untuk bercuti-cutian gitu.
And suddenly tengah berjalan-jalan kat my ex-schoolmate blog, dia bercerita tentang Legoland yang ineh.

ai of cos melonjak-lonjak gembira sambil tergedik-gedik nak membeli kan.
dah tentu tiap kali nak balik kampung mmg lalu tepi Legoland tuh. maka harus la menyinggah kan.
kalau nak bayar RM140 for 1-day pass tu macam mahal sangat tapi setakat RM195 untuk setahun macam tak luak pun. best best! haha.

For more info, you may go HERE.

addicted!

Time gi One Utama aritu, tiba-tiba nampak satu kedai yang orang berbaris panjang.
ai of cos gedik nak tau kans.

oo rupanya jual popcorn...
it's not my fav thing pun so ingatkan nak jalan terus.

yes, I do eat popcorn occasionally kalau gi movie kat TGV or GSC.
Tak mungkin la saja2 beli semata-mata sebab nak makan.

Tapi tiba2 terpikir nape orang baris panjang2 tu eh, maka terus sibuk la nak baris jugak.
and I bought mix of cheese & caramel popcorn.
and dpt rasa the almond caramel flavor.

pehh seriously sedap okeh!
sedap gila!!!
especially the almond caramel flavor.
it's so, so, soooo delicious that I can't stop eating.
even my hubby yang tak berapa suka popcorn pun bole nak beli lagi sebungkus you!
haha.

so telah addicted kini.
yang cheese tu tak berapa sedap.
too salty.
rasa macam makan Twisties pun ader.
but still... Garret is the best popcorn ever!

nasib baik la takde jual kat JB nih, kot tak harus jadi macam Tutti Frutti tuh...
wooo bankrap daku T_T

and ye. akhirnya dah berjaya makan Red Velvet yang sedap.
Delicious, also at One Utama.
walaupun tak semoist yang disangka tapi semua yang creamy cheesy adalah veri sedap kat tekak aku.

We ate 2 other dessert during our visit to Delicious.
The famous Pavlova and the Macadamia cheese cake.

I don't know.
It was my first time of tasting the pavlova.
It's kinda crusty and not soft at all.
macam makan gula kering T_T
the price is around RM12 for a small portion and not recommended at all.

And the cheese cake is so and so.
way too creamy to my liking.
Secret Recipe taste much better.

But u may try the Red Velvet.
It's quite nice, not too dry nor too moist.
Aku siap tapau sebijik bawak balik okeh.

and bila baca entry kat blog Baizah, teringin plak nak gi beli Red Velvet kat akak ni kat Shah Alam.
Tapi macam melampau pulak kalau melilau gi Shah Alam semata nak beli kek tu kan.
huhu...

People says that I am thin.
I am 49 kg but I don't feel thin at all.

I eat food at all times.
Kat office ada beberapa laci yang penuh dengan stok makanan.
Mushroom soup, cornflakes, biscuits, coklat, anything.
I'm beyond addicted to food.
I eat everything at anytime. When I wake up I'll just eat everything... It don't even got to be breakfast food, I'll go in the fridge and eat ice cream, or chocolate, anything!

bukan junk food pun tapi macam, ntah ye.
oh my god... this have to stop.
seriously!
but shishhh, I just don't know how.

rezeki kami.

Hubby naik gaji lagi and dapat lead utk 2nd project.
alhamdulillah... murah rezeki kami tahun nih.
especially bulan ni, rezeki datang melimpah-ruah...
Tiba2 aku dapat rezeki terpijak, something unsangkarable and something yang I shouldn't reveal here. haha. 
and also dpt few other things yg buat hati berbunga-bunga =p

and dapat housing loan interest subsidy from my company!
'dear dear... that's why I love u SDE!

CHARMSandCOLORS dan LollipopScarf makin mendapat sambutan... regular customer pun dah berpuluh orang. yey! alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah... syukur ya Allah ^_^

'ok dah bole slash a few things from the wishlist nampaknya nih. hiks

so this is Danish with birthday present from his babysitter.
Sangat comel ok budak tecik tu sibuk nak bukak hadiah sendiri.
Tapi last2 dia tak reti nak koyakkan pun pastu main campak je kat tepi. haha.
...

 'no matter how many birthdays come and go, you'll always be my little boy... 
happy birthday dearie son!

tudung.

I'm going to KL again today.
mau ngambil stok tudung as usual.
so macam biasalah, kalau ada yang mau request kaler/saiz/jenis (based on availability), bole sms or email aku kat charmsandcolors@yahoo.com ye.

Tudung Jasmin, Maira and a few others.
our price is the cheapest in the market hokey.

Facebook -->
http://www.facebook.com/CHARMSandCOLORS
http://www.facebook.com/LollipopScarf

Website -->
http://lollipopscarf.blogspot.com

We're in the middle of transferring all the hijab/tudung from CHARMSandCOLORS to Lollipop Scarf, that's why I put both of the addresses here.
Nanti kalau Lollipop Scarf dah fully established, CHARMSandCOLORS hanya untuk wedding guestbook, stickers, and all the crafty things sahaja.

and insya 'allah dua-dua blog pun aku updet, kalo tak bizi...
(mcm harapan je kan. haha)

Ada yang siap request suh aku amik stok tudung Fareeda.
wuhuhu... yang itu idak la kot.
mahai bebeno...
Takat beli untuk diri sendiri bole la.
Setakat ni pun aku cuma ada 3 helai je dalam simpanan.
Itupun khas untuk pakai ke function or wedding2.
Belum sampai ke tahap mengabihkan beratus-ratus ringgit untuk sehelai tudung.
Brand Jasmin ngan Maira tu pun dah cukup best and selesa kat kepala aku nih.
seriesly!

Bak kata my SIL yang introduce me to these hijab, 'kalau dah try pakai tudung Jasmin memang dah tanak pakai tudung lain dah...

well, exceptional to Fareeda la.
haha.

one and two.

Emir Danish bin Muhammad Zainol Abdin, 30 January 2012...

Mama & Papa to Emir Danish, 31 January 2012...

oh my god, he is ONE!!!
and we're TWO!!!!!

'alhamdulillah ya Allah...
life is almost complete ^_^

I've been addicted to this song, Thousand Years by Christina Perri, sejak nonton video I've Been Proposed by Dena. Seriously sweet okeh!

and I've been following her blog ever since.
http://denakamarulbahrin.blogspot.com

walaupun sangat muda belia comei lote tapi tak kesahlah, ai follow juger.

Sebenarnya mau cerita panjang2 tentang trip ke Melaka and Genting aritu plus kisah besday Danish and anniversary kami tapi macam tak terkeluar idea.

maybe later.

arini mau nikmati malam yang indah bersama both of my angels, Papa tercinta and Danish tersayang. weeeheee~